LOVE NO MATTER WHAT

So today I tried to reach out to a friend through FaceBook to let them know they were in my thoughts and prayers over a tragedy that happened in their family only to find out that I am no longer her friend on FB. All I could do was cry...Sometimes you just can't make things right. No matter how hard you try and no matter how much you pray, it just does not get fixed. So Lord, I put it back at your feet once again and ask you once again to help me to LOVE. No matter what. No matter how hard. My flesh cries out that it is not fair...But what good does that do. My heart cries out for justice, my mind wants to fight the battle MY way. I want to defend myself and I want to SPEW it all out and not care what anyone thinks or even what you think, God. BUT once again...I am called to LOVE. Love is patient, love is kind, love does not demand its own way...Wow, God this stuff is HARD. I think you might have to do this through me, I don't have it in me anymore. I HURT!!!